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imperturbatus2016-01-12 06:04 pm
olympic_shark) wrote in imperturbatus2016-01-12 06:04 pm
4th bite is Heartbreak
A) SLYTERIN COMMON ROOM
[Rin lies huddled on the couch, his school cloak wrapped tightly around him, as he sleeps. Ever since Rin came back from Australia, he can barely sleep at night, lieing awake and trashing around. Nghtmare plaguing him are nothing new, but it's been a long time since he had bouts of insomnia during the night. During the day he's lifeless, eyes averted to the ground, never looking up, when he talks, or even when he's asked.
When he does find rest, usually during the late afternoon, or during the breaks between lessons, he dreams. He dreams about drowning and then about tigers, purring white tigers, that craddle him, like they want to protect him. Usually he startles awake, with a gasp, only to find himself even more exhausted and going back to sleep again, only to have the entire cycle repeat once more.]
B) SCHOOL GROUNDS, ANYWHERE
[During the day he can barely focus, falling almost asleep even during his favite lessons like Potions and Arithmancy. When he gets called out, he doesn't know the answer, but it doesn't even seem like he particulary cares. He just keeps gazing out of the window, or into the ground, with an unbelievable sad expression on his face.
He has lost his appetite and barely eats his meals, fork listlessly poking at the juicy steak - his favorite - as he keeps staring into the ground. Occassionally his gaze lifts up a little bit, only to take a glance at the neighbouring Ravenclaw table, to see if he can spot a glimpse of silver hair, but usually he quickly averts it again, as if in fear of being noticed.]
C) A PRIVATE CORNER, TOILETS
[Sometimes the feelings overwhelm Rin too much and that's when he excuses himself, only to run to the nearest restroom and hides in an empty stalls, to let his emotions a free go. He hates being weak like that, crying like a baby, but he can't help it. That's the worst part. It's been over half a month since he last talked to Seth and it's tearing him apart. It's obvious that the Ravenclaw has been avoiding him and it's so painful, that it feels like he's gonna die.
He's so stupid, so fucking stupid!
How could he have ever let that happen? How could he have ever done that? How could he have ver though that...
Rin wailesand sobs, hiding his face in his hands, mourning the loss of his friend. Seth surely hates him now. And it's all Rin's fault.]
[Rin lies huddled on the couch, his school cloak wrapped tightly around him, as he sleeps. Ever since Rin came back from Australia, he can barely sleep at night, lieing awake and trashing around. Nghtmare plaguing him are nothing new, but it's been a long time since he had bouts of insomnia during the night. During the day he's lifeless, eyes averted to the ground, never looking up, when he talks, or even when he's asked.
When he does find rest, usually during the late afternoon, or during the breaks between lessons, he dreams. He dreams about drowning and then about tigers, purring white tigers, that craddle him, like they want to protect him. Usually he startles awake, with a gasp, only to find himself even more exhausted and going back to sleep again, only to have the entire cycle repeat once more.]
B) SCHOOL GROUNDS, ANYWHERE
[During the day he can barely focus, falling almost asleep even during his favite lessons like Potions and Arithmancy. When he gets called out, he doesn't know the answer, but it doesn't even seem like he particulary cares. He just keeps gazing out of the window, or into the ground, with an unbelievable sad expression on his face.
He has lost his appetite and barely eats his meals, fork listlessly poking at the juicy steak - his favorite - as he keeps staring into the ground. Occassionally his gaze lifts up a little bit, only to take a glance at the neighbouring Ravenclaw table, to see if he can spot a glimpse of silver hair, but usually he quickly averts it again, as if in fear of being noticed.]
C) A PRIVATE CORNER, TOILETS
[Sometimes the feelings overwhelm Rin too much and that's when he excuses himself, only to run to the nearest restroom and hides in an empty stalls, to let his emotions a free go. He hates being weak like that, crying like a baby, but he can't help it. That's the worst part. It's been over half a month since he last talked to Seth and it's tearing him apart. It's obvious that the Ravenclaw has been avoiding him and it's so painful, that it feels like he's gonna die.
He's so stupid, so fucking stupid!
How could he have ever let that happen? How could he have ever done that? How could he have ver though that...
Rin wailesand sobs, hiding his face in his hands, mourning the loss of his friend. Seth surely hates him now. And it's all Rin's fault.]
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It was arranged by my parents and hers befor-- [Before their death] well, it doesn't matter.
Either way, you don't look so hot. I don't think I'd be able to turn a blind eye right now.
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Look, don’t take this the wrong way, but can you mind your own business? I don’t feel like talking, or company.