I'll en up hurting myself more than physically if I don't give up. Even if I can handle a lot of stress and anxiety, that doesn't mean I'm invincible. I get hurt, whenever I hear that there's nothing they can do about it. There's a limit to how much I can take disappointment.

[It's not often he voices his feelings this way. Usually he ends up ignoring them for the same of dealing with them better. His feelings just had been on surface lately.]

You and Rin both. Why can't you understand that.